I just want to waste this semester waiting for something. I hope that after this good or bad I will still stand up with my decision. I hope they will understand.=(

wish me luck!

Too many walls

by MYMP

Wish on a rainbows is all i can do
Dream of the good times that we never knew
No late nights in the warmth of your arms
Ill dream on
Living in wonder, thinking of you
Still looking for ways to uncover the truth
Youre so young is all they can say
They dont know.
If i could change the way of the world
Id be your girl
Too many walls have been built inbetween us
Too many dreams have been shattered around us
If i seem to give up theyll still never win
Deep in my heart i know the strength is within

Watching the others chances drift by
Theyll never discover these feelings i hide
Deep inside im falling apart
All alone with a broken heart
Thinking in silence is all they allow
These words still unspoken may never be found
All these dreams one day will be mine
They cross my mind
My time has yet to come
Until then
Too many walls have been built inbetween us
Too many dreams have been shattered around us
If i seem to give up theyll still never win
Deep in my heart i know the strength is within

Chorus to fade…..

Nice MYMP you rock!

People do things in order to acomplish lifes trials. But some people do not see is that life is a limit time that no one ever know that every minute is a gift life that can last until after a second.

Do things in order to done life imperfection and life will be more that what a new born baby see.

(bad mood pataka yaw2) dwat2 hehe 

    6:00am I waked up early but tired. I am so tired, and tried myself to get up and get going. Doing everything as a student and prepare to go to school. 6:55am I almost done and started to go out and ride some jeepney to arrived in school. As I expect I am not late. better to be enough to arrived at my first subject 7:30. I am not new about this time but having this time for this year seems to be not good but prefer to be good because I don’t have any choice. Gosh We don’t have clases yet because some students are not yet enrolled. So office is so busy about the new enrollees. Absotely everything goes normal as usual.

gudnyt 

    I was enable to do my best as a friend,and now this time will be my last day of their existence. I find time for myself. This day will maybe the last day that I will see them. Maybe I am to fast with my decisions and maybe this decision can make me feel alone but still I will continue this decision. So far I will chill on the side wer I can see myself doing something good that make myself and studies better than worst.

 I mean I will just "rest" for a while. A month or a year/s seeing them maybe a rest, my moment to concentrate, moment to do my best and a moment to let them see the maturity itself.

Good night friends 

    It is so much unfair. Its so much. I burst out with anger. I will just say everything I want to say but after this no more words to say.

Gudluck to ME.

I thought that I will enjoy this day..But unfortunately I am disappointed of my friends for the time pass that I thought they will come. therefore, I will really concentrate with my studies and try not to see them for almost a month or year. I am so tired of times that I thought we will be together again but expect the un expected. I will try not to see them for a year so that they will miss me.hehehe

Gudnyt..bad day!

Im happy. Finally after 17 yrs or make it 18 yrs. we absolutely have christmas tree. We don’t have much maney to buy Christmas tree. Oh my gosh, it was one of my dreams that come true. I will really enjoy this coming Christmas aside from it is Christmas but also it will be my birthday a week before the Christmas and I will try to make my day different from my usual day. Hope to be will you that day.

I wasn’t enable to go outside to breath. I was cleaning up my room, not to be excited for the next sem but to see my room clean and comfortable.defenitely I already finished it and it happened as whatI expected to happen. I was able to clean it from its normal and new way. Im so tired but its fun to be bz.

 At 11:52 pm before 12am in the midnight, we have our mcdo snack here at our home just to see ourselves happy from our food before sleeping.haha

as I say Goodnight its morning na pala(Oct.15,2008) 

My usual day seem to be unusual to me this day. I have done my day with a little talks with my friend janine in school and after we go together in the grocery we have separated from our own distination.Riding on the jeep seem to be weird for me that day and I have arrived for almost 5:00pm. I am so tired even though I don’t have much thing done this day.

But at 6:00pm my friend texted me that they want to go to our house because they are bored and they want to see were is my little palace. I didn’t let them see my palace because Im don’t have a food to offer to them. So i decided to entertain them at the mini store near at our house. Hours by, counversations and laughters  build the night. After how many foods have  brought, they decided to go home and have to say goodbye. As I walked to my little palace I have seen the moon shining on my night. The moon hesitate to see me every night but that night seem to be my night because the moon shine on me. And Im happy for that.hehe

And that is my weird day for tonight(Oct.14,2008)